There is a constant layer of fear just under my skin. I am anxious and uneasy. I haven't talked to you in 2 days. Thats the longest amount of time since I've met you. I keep waiting to wake up from the dream and find myself back in your arms. To open my eyes and discover that I never really left you at all. That this whole time we were together and this heartache I feel is nothing more than fiction. It seems impossible to me that you would leave me. I have no evidence or reassurance that you are traveling here other than your word. And I want to have faith in that. But I am doubting. I am doubting because I miss you. Because I'm afraid. I love you so much. I can't imagine life without you.
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