I come here and feel like a different person. I'm more open about my sexuality and feel like I'm finding myself. Every time I come here I feel at peace and at home and unafraid. And when I'm home there is a sense of responsibility. I'm grown up but also afraid. Not open about who I am. I hide behind this facade of being "straight". When really I'm queer. I'm queer and not proud because I'm whole family would disown me if they knew. But here I let loose. And finally feel good in my own skin. Even when I'm quiet or I'm at a party and I don't know a single soul. I feel more at home here as a stranger than at home with people who know me.
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