You Make Me Wanna Die

youve gotten me tangled in your web like the prey to a spider. the sticky string wraps around me, cementing me to your trap. the guilt, the high expectations, the never ending cycle of never being good enough. ive sold my soul to you and i realize now that it may just be the biggest mistake of my life. i dont want this tie to you anymore. i wanna be free. i wanna get out. get my own life and become something so far from this person that i am now. i feel like there is another version of me so deep inside and that ive been stuffing it back trying to be the daughter that youve always wanted. and im starting to realize that you probably dont even know what you want from me. youre just as lost and scared as i am but the biggest difference is that you dont even know what you want and i do. i do know what i want. and im just too much of a coward to do anything about it.