If I'm all the way honest I would say that I have an obsession with death. I think about it a lot. What would happen if my mom died, if my dad died, if my best friend died.... What would life be like when the people currently in my life were dead. I wonder what it would be like for them if I wasn't here? Would people miss me? What would they say about me to parents and then whisper to their neighbor during the service? Would it be the same thing? Would people have to lie? Would they say I live life to the fullest? I think about this a lot. But mostly I just wonder what it would be like take my last breaths and knowing that I wouldn't have to wake up again?
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