He tells me that his ex wants to talk things out. And then all over his Facebook he says he's gonna get a new job and then he says he feels like something good is about to happen and he just seems so happy. And I feel so small and worthless and I feel second best. Nothing but a good blow job in the passenger seat. Guess he'll "let me know" if he and his ex don't work it out. Like I'm supposed to wait around for him to give me the okay. And as much as I want to go home and cry about this I won't. I'm gonna be the bigger person. I'm gonna break the awkward silence and tell him "look no hard feelings okay. We were friends before we can be friends again. I'm a grown up now and I can be professional."
That's the plan anyway.
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