I dont wanna be a leader. I dont want to do this. I'm not good enough and every time I think I have it you come through like a raging fire and burn all my confidence to the ground. I'm tired of being proud of myself and feeling like I finally know what I'm doing when all along I didnt. I screwed it all up on my way to where I'm at and didnt noticed the wreckage I created along the way. I dont think I'm gonna go trough with this. I dont want to keep being a disappointment. I get blamed I live with the guilt. And yet youre just as guilty as I am and you get to skate on by. No says anything about what you do because they're too scared. I guess I'm just as scared though. Here I am hiding in the pages of the internet because I dont have the bawls to say what I really think
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